So, I weighed myself this morning and I think I put on five pounds. I am really upset, so upset that I drown my sorrows in a big bowl of chocalate fudge chunk caramel swirl vanilla icecream with strawberry topping and peanuts with whipped cream and a cherry. I was so depressed about eating the icecream that I ordered a large sausage and bacon pizza with breadsticks and a side salad and I ate every thing but the salad, then I felt guilty for not eating the salad so I ate that too, and had a brownie and some whole milk to wash it down. Then I kinda felt like I was gonna get sick, which I decided was a good idea to just erase all the mistakes I had just made, so I drank a whole bunch of water so I would throw up, but that just made me more sick and I ended up jamming my finger down my throat anyway. I then accidently bit my hand and now I am bleeding a little bit.
So I was now going to go excersize, but I am tired, my stomach hurts, my hand hurts, my head hurts, so I think I will just go to bed and try not to eat anything else I shouldn't be eating. Damn, I am so FAT!